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Name: Amanda
Birthday: 6/12/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: Sleep is nice, circles are fun, and 2 minutes is the best. Most of all i love hangin out wit the people who care about me and i love you all!!!!
Expertise: None
Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
1/20/2005
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| Well it's been a while since i last wrote. Lets see what have i been up to? I've been hangin out wit Sio, Dev, Steve, Amos, Greg, and on occasion Chuck. I've been stayin out til like 12am and it's really startin to catch up wit me but im not gonna stop cuz that'll just prove mom was right and i dont wanna do that. I miss Amy a lot, cuz now that im out i dont talk to her that much and it really sux. I still love her though. I just wish i was able to do more wit her and have her hang out wit all of us. It's really a lot of fun. Dont worry Amy i'll get a phone sometime and i'll be able to call when im out. But im gonna go. I'll try and write agian soon. Love you all,
*~Amanda~* | | |
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| The only reason i act like i do is because you made me this way. I loved you and still do and you broke my heart. All i wanted was to talk and you couldnt even do that. Its just all of a sudden its wierd being friends and we cant hang out anymore. I just hate it when you r with other people cuz you dont realize it but ur an ass to me and you start pushing me away again. I cant stand it when you're like this. If you would've never started being ignorant i would've never tried to figure out who she was. I really dont care its not like i was gonna say or do anything to her. I would never do that. I just need you to talk to me and not hate me. You should know me better then that, im not one to start things wit people i dont know and if i was gonna do anything dont you think i would've done the same thing to the other girls you were with? I dont see why it was such a big deal that i wanted to know who she was. Please dont let this ruin things cuz i didnt do anything wrong. And i dont appreciate you tellin Amos that im phsycho. There's nothin "psycho" about my xanga. You just take things the wrong way and you try and put things on me so you never have to talk to me again. I only came to ur house because i was so upset and just needed to talk to you. If you would have talked to me i wouldnt have gotten so angry. IM SORRY!!!!! i hope you read this but u'll probably think this one is "psychotic" too. well im out, please dont make this a bigger deal then it really is. Which isnt a big deal at all. | | |
| Well last night chuck said he was willing to give things a chance. I hoping he means it. I just want us to be real friends and see where things go from there. He cant expect his feelings for me to come back just by talkin on the phone a couple of times a day. I really want us to hang out more. I don't wanna do anything else with him. Just friends and just hang out as friends. I dont want him to always choose me over his other friends but i dont wanna be chosen last all the time either. He means so much to me and i honestly believe if we take things slow then it might all work out in the end. He thinks im self destructive and he might of just said that so i dont do something stupid but i really dont think thats what he did. I hope things work out and i hope this thing wit this megan girl doesnt last long. They never do anyway and its only a matter of time until he comes back to me anyone. He always does and i know this time isnt gonna be any different. Well we'll see but in the mean time i'm out. Please leave me any comment that may help me.
*~Amanda~* | | |
| IM SOOO BORED! And no1 will come visit me and i got nowhere to go. this sux not havin a license or a car. I could be out doin somethin now. Oh well. I just need more friends. Friday was great though cuz Amy was over and i actually had somethin to do. Now, Nothin. Chuck wont even come visit, his other firends are more important, it really sux bein at the bottom of his list now when i used to be at the top. Doesnt he want some1 to love him and care about him more than anything else in the world and want someone to do everything possible to make him happy? Cuz that was me, i dont know why anyone would give that up. He told me all the time how much he loved me and that we'd be together forever. When i think of my future i can't see being with anyone but him. My whole life is based on getting him back and if i dont i dont know what id do. I wanna know what he sees when pictures his future and if he sees spending his life with anyone but me. I will get him to talk one day and to take me back. well im out.
*~Amanda~* | | |
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